Birthday Girl? Me?

Hey guys, do you know? Life sometimes get hard for me. Like a moment ago on November 6, that's my birthday. But I felt like no one care about it. Everybody on my school just did the usual things they did everyday. I felt like a little monster behind the big table. I remember that it was on Tuesday. I had to do my practicum on biology, even my best friend didn't even ask about anything to me. Felt like everybody pissed me out. Wait, that day, my friends from altar-kids messaged me and said happy birthday. But I felt so special because when I woke up, I read a message from my church-mate calls Prima. She's so kind and nice to me, she's my mate and she goes to a university in Bandung. She sent me a message twelve minutes to one a.m. I mean like she's so.. everything. She loves me and I love her, we're like sister even tough we just met like three years ago at church. Agatha and Ara who are also my church-mates also messaged me but as usual, Agatha text me like nothing happened. She asked me if that day was my birthday in that message. But one of my church-mate calls Fiona didn't even text me. Recently I just knew that she went to her school's retreat that day. Anyway, I felt so boring on school because that day's also my principal's birthday and everybody just remembered about his birthday because as usual, the real leader would be remembered better in everyone's mind. Everybody congrats him for his birthday but yet anyone congrats me. At the end of the day, that was math subject for my class and my friend who prays at the center, said my name in birthday list that day. I thought that he didn't even has to pray for me cause no one remembered it. I felt like nothing, I was just thinking that i wanted to go home as soon as possible cause I was on bad mood. But when I wanted to go home, everybody in class sang for me the happy birthday song. I felt like hell, I mean I just realized that they lied to act like they forgot my birthday. That was the first time I felt like I'm part of something. I love my class and just pray that our togetherness can be long lasting until forever. Amen. <3